kekadang rasa macam rasa i am failure as a mother.
its so hard being a single mother.
its so very hard been doing everything on your own..
for once i wish now i had a shoulder ready for me to lean..
really dunno what to do.
my life really messed up.
i hate this conversation!
i hate this feeling
and i hate this moment.
about the school Mr D said why shud i still waiting. just go for it if i wanto change his nursery and school.
yesterday i told him that i want to switch his school next year coz i dun see any improvement.. but pagi tadi pulak tetiba aqeem showed me the alphabet and point is finger to huruf E on his book and pronounced it with both vokal e as emak and e as ekor.
mean now he is learning to know te bunyi2an of all the huruf2 right and and i said to myself.. perhaps i just need to give them and him some more time... tapi kan tetiba ternampak......
nampak mata kena cakar....
what do you think i shud feel feel or think ?
tolongggggg.. somebody help me...
its so damn hard and am struggling to be a mother.. jauh lagi a good one..
Ya Allah give me the strength!
Amin!
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