:: apa2 jer ::

phuihhhh!!!

penat gaks ye.. kerja mencari kerja nih.. adala 2 3 yang mommy apply.. hubby suh apply atleast 50.. tapi mommy tau je lah.. wehehe

ermm.. tak kot.. mommy pilih aper yang mommy nak je.. and rasa2 buley dapat..hehe:) chooosy!!..

rasanya dah cukup for today.. mau baliks lah.. since umah blom ada internet so terpaksa mai opes la.. mommy still had opes cuma xdak gaji jek.. uwaaa..

my lil' prince telahku tinggalkan di kampung.. bercuti awal.. jangan banjir xleh balik amek dia dah lorrr.. coz of aqeem is not around so mommmy memang giler2.. btol2 giler.. sunyi and sepi and xtau nk buat aper.. hehe so malam2 asek jual buger je kat burger rush shop.. wahahahha:D

dapat untung betol baguish jugak kan.. hehe:)

ok la.. nk p umah klong.. anto barang and baliks lah..

i miss aqeem! niat nk bawak mai sini semalam tapi depa2 kat kg tuh komplot laks.. xnk bagi bawak aqeem.. mesti aqeem rindu mommy kan?!

:: sapu ::

just mai sapu sawang..

balik arr..

:: mengemas ::

ari nih operasi membersihkan meja.. huhu.. officially im jobless now..

apakata haku jadik je suri rumah xbertangga sepenuh masa ajer... hehe:)

jugaks.. skang nk angkut pc satu bawak balik umah.. for now on i'll be oparate in my own house aka opes la tuh hope so.. .. harap2nya semuanya ukey2 sajer lorr..

haku punya lappy bagi kat brother haku yang kekununya byk assignment nk kena buat during his practical period now.. hope he's doing well and get the flying colour result.. ada rezeki dapat jadu dukter ya dop?.. insya Allah!

xbrape nak ada mood pon nk bekerja.. rasa nak membetulkan diri dan kutip sisa2 keyakinan diriku.. and

the most important thing to do is.. go to surau sogo.... and mintak maapp dengan macik cleaner yg haku blasah ari tuh.. must do b4 raya haji lorr.. peeps please remind me hokay!

ok lorr...for now.. nk pack pc.. sumbat dalam kete.. hehe:)

daa.. take care..

miss aqeem so much!

:: smile ::

pretty hectic at this moment..

will be update later hokehhhh!!!!!...



i tried my best to smile..

can u see it.. hehe:)

:: empty ::

banyak yang mahu diluahkan sehingga tidak terluah..

bolehkah jika aku ingin terus berputus asa... aku telah berusaha namun terasa jauh sangat dengan berjaya...

byk berserabut dalam otak tp satupon xdirealisasikan..

aku ada jugaks..satu peluang..

peluang la.. peluang blom tentu berjaya... tapi rasa mahu diwastekan ajer..

sbb aku rasa aku sudah berputus asa..

i am a Muslim!.. but.. do i really a real Muslim..

bcoz i desperately want to giving up mylife now..


so....

:: fair judge ::

what happen to me.. how could i beat and punch her.. an old lady..

how could i be so mean and worst person ever..

why i become such a bad person.. why i be so impatience..


who am i now..

what was i thinking.. humiliate myself in front of rumah Allah and go crazy..

be an amuk crazy woman for such a small reason..



i am absolutely guilty as charge...

do i regretted it.. o i would do the same in the same situation..



Allah knows..

Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi

Maha Mengasihani..



Allah itu Maha Adil..

i will have the deserves karma..

let Him judge me..

let Him punished me..



i am the sinner..

i am Your slave .. Kau ampunkan dosa2 aku..

ya Allah...

Tuhan yang Maha Kuasa..

:: kerana mulut badan binasa ::

dek kerana xtau nak jaga mulut.. semalam mommy telah membelasah seorang macik indon tukang cuci kat surau sogo.. so mesti jaga mulut ok.. nk menegur orang bulih ...tapi kena tahu caranya.. silap cara..

hah ...amek ko.. makan penumbuk mommy..

i dun even feel sorry pon kat macik tuh.. serve urself.. dun mess with wrong person ukey!!

and end up mommy pagi ni xdapat bangun.. dizzy giler2..

tetiba terlintas.. kena santau macik indon semalam ka.. atau moning sickness.. weheee.. still mahu perasan..

itu ajer.. ciow..

take care!

xde dah perang2 mulut dah.. aku main belasah dah skang nih..
mommy u makin teruk la..
u really need help!!!

go and get help!! compulsory!!!